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I think you'd like this story: "The Fire Inside" by null on Wattpad http://my.w.tt/UiNb/dL2qrfbLrB
So check out this little thing I wrote on Wattpad. If you like it, leave a little vote on my story and a comment 😁
It's been a while since I've posted. I've recently listened to Yurima's album "First Love" and had some inspiration. So this is just a little impromptu writing called "First Love"
First Love
Some say your first love is the one that makes you smile so hard it's like your face is about to break. That person who'll make you laugh when you want to cry, that person who kisses your wounds and heals your heart aches. The one who'll love you with all your flaws, and praise your queer way of thinking. They're like the sun in the sky shining so bright. But like Icarus, if you fly too close to that sun, you'll fall. To me, Your first love isn't defined by the first person to make you feel all these things, it's the first person you give your heart to conditionally, the person you let walk right into your life and allow to break your heart. The person who has the power to be your demise. And when you thought you were the master of your fate they came in like a storm, and leave a pain that can't be shaken off. And even after all this they'll never leave you, they'll always be in your heart, they'll always be there tormenting you, calming you, being a guiding light. They make you curse life but love life at the same time. They'll never leave you even as they fade from view. Your melancholy heart will always beat for them. They're your inspiration. And beyond all the hurt you still love them for they are your first love, and you can't possibly bring yourself to hate them. So don't be afraid to find that love, no one ever said it'll be easy but it'll always be worth it. Your first love will break you and make you. And that my dear Is your "First Love."
XOXO
Simply Iris.
So my random ramblings this morning is, why does the thing that gives you the most joy in life, give you the most pain?
Why must the thing you love soo much be the main cause for your tears? It's sad that something can have such power over you, so much power that it makes you break down in tears; so much power that it has the power to make you want to give up on life. Or maybe that's just me. Maybe I just need to leave it, maybe I just need to just quit, maybe I'll feel free, Maybe I will be happier. But maybe the world needs to stop judging, maybe the world needs to stop putting your small hope out. But, hah, this is a cruel and vindictive world, a world that only cares for itself, even though i care too much for it. Maybe it's time to let go. No, It's time to let go. Just let go.
So my 2am question is, we pray for sinners so they can find the right path and so the lord can forgive them but, what about the biggest sinner there ever was? Who prays for him? His Crime was treason... he was a traitor, but no one prays for him, is it because as humans we feel he doesnt deserve it or because as humans we need someone to blame for our faults, our sins? In all the books I've read.... Lucifer's only sin was treason... yet we call him the ultimate sinner, we blame him for everything... but What if he's just lonely? What if someone had prayed for him, maybe he would have a little hope, maybe he'd try to do right by the world.