Saturday, 27 December 2014

Embrace Yourself

"I'm beautifully broken, perfectly imperfect, beautiful in my flaws. All together I am a beautiful disaster."

“Stop trying to 'fix' yourself; you're NOT broken! You are perfectly imperfect and powerful beyond measure.” ― Steve MaraboliUnapologetically You: Reflections on Life and the Human Experience 

Don't try to change for others, change to please yourself. You are unique, one of a kind, and just like the quote says, you're perfectly imperfect. Embrace it. :D

Crazy and Insanely Fun, Totally Random,

Confessions of A Broken Heart

So this is something I wrote for all the girls who can't express what they want to say to that guy who broke your heart.

Dear XOXO,
Heh, you must want to know why you're reading this.Well this letter is my cowardly way of expressing everything I wanted to say,all the feelings that I kept hidden, and all the pain you've caused me.
I loved you. I fell so hard for you, your kindness,your gentle touches, your sweet words, but all I was to you was mild entertainment. Every second, minute, every hour I thought of you, and I wondered were you thinking of me? I guess not. I asked you if you feel the same about me, and in your hesitation I found my answer. My heart bled for that realization, my soul was crushed, my mind in chaos.
Was I wrong to want what normal girls wanted? A cute cheesy love, where you'd be my prince charming, let me steal your hoodies,where you'd hug me from behind, kiss my forehead. A pure innocent love. But what I got was the opposite, not love, but heart wrenching pain. Would you still be smiling if you were in my situation, if you knew my agony? That’s what I get for dreaming the impossible, because I'm not a princess and you're not my prince, this isn't a fairytale, this is reality. I was a dreamer before you came and dropped me into reality.
I wonder if you find this humorous, a girl pining for a love she can't have. But then again what would you know, you're a boy and you don't know what girls go through when she’s in love with you. You can have a grand old time with anyone else, there are plenty of girls you can date. But to us girls you're the only one beneath the moon above who we've taken the risk to love.
So I must ask why? Was it fun to toy with my heart? Was I not good enough? Was I just I notch I your belt? But heh, I’ll never know will I?
But I’ll smile, and laugh. I stand on my own two feet, ill push on and be the best I can, for myself. Why? Because if I’m not worth your time, then you never deserved my affection. And one day I'll find my prince, and I'll look back and truly say you didn't deserve my love, and you lost a gem while playing with stones.

Crazy and Insanely Fun, Totally Random,

Thursday, 11 December 2014

What is Love?

I was bored, and somebody asked me this question, so i got to thinking, and thinking turned into writing and writing turned into some sketches as well lolmao
What is love?
Love is like a rose, beautiful yet dangerous. We love lilies but we prefer roses because of their beauty, but yet if we grasp a rose we are hurt by its thorn. So why do we crave something so cruel? Love is sadistic yet sweet, harsh yet kind, crushing yet uplifting. In a nut shell, love is perfectly imperfect, a beautiful disaster. So why do we search for this paradox? It may not even exist, but then again, it may. It can hurt you on your quest to find it, it can cripple you, drive you insane; but it frees you as well, teaches you, lets you experience eutopia. So love is neither good nor evil, it is not material, it can not be held, it can neither be happy or sad. Love is simply an emotion. What you do with it can create a monster or a rainbow. Love depends on you, your perception. Love is what you want it to be.

Crazy and Insanely Fun, Totally Random,