Be you

Don't let the rules of society keep you down, be you, be who you want to be

Every Cloud has a silver lining

Even on the darkest days, light can be found. The most horrible situations can have a happy turn of events, and the persons filled with the most sorrows can find true happiness. Never give up.

Crazy and Insanely Fun, Totally Random,

Iris.

xoxoxo

Say Goodbye

Say goodbye my love,

For tonight we break free from this hell,

Forever more shall we be free,

Never shall we look back.

Come with me my love,

For I fear for your safety.

I fear they may taint your light,

They may defile your beauty

Destroy your faith,

Seal your heart forever.

So say Goodbye my love, 

Because for now and forever more,

We shall not return.

Dance with the Devil

Crazy and Insanely Fun, Totally Random,

Iris.

xoxoxo

Dark Bliss

You came to me in a dream,

All cloaked in darkness.

My mind filled with fear and dread,

But my heart was drawn to you.

Your scent filled me,

Your hands guided me,

Your voice Commanded me.

But what say you?

You are unknown to me,

Who are you?

Who are you to plague my thoughts?

To liberate my nightmares,

To haunt my dreams.

Who are you my Secret adonis?

The image of a God.

My shadow kissed Gabriel,

To leave me wondering;

My enchanting Micheal,

To leave me craving.

You hold me firmly, 

Yet as if I were a baby;

You position my face.

With those hands of velvet,

Your face so close,

Your lips mesmerize me,

Your breath intoxicates me;

Then you plunge my world into a Dark Bliss... 

Crazy and Insanely Fun, Totally Random,

Iris.

xoxoxo

Fallen

So I've always had this obsession with angels, and i wrote some poems about them. This one is about a specific angel. I hope you can figure out who he is.

Once called "Pure of Heart"

The Leader of God's Army,

Such a great creature I was said to be,

But now I have been reduced,

Reduced to walk among the fallen;

Forgive me Father for I have sinned,

Forgive my brothers for they know not what they do;

Do not forsake me my Father,

For I will never forsake you.

But I cannot return;

Never for now, by you side.

I am a Fallen, 

And forever shall be,

Until the day I hath helped,

My brothers to find your grace again.

I choose to be a Fallen, 

And Forever more shall I be,

Forgive me my Father...

So this is my interpretation of a certain angel, I hope you've figured out who he is. This is how  think he must feel. I've read about angels a lot, but never something from their view, from his view. He's always portrayed as this knight in shining armor, but what happened before that? What happened during his darkest moments, why'd he fall, why'd he become so valliant? Well this is sorta my insight, it's not that good but yeaaa....

BTW Happy New Year my Crazies :D

 Crazy and Insanely Fun, Totally Random,

Iris.

xoxoxo

Embrace Yourself

"I'm beautifully broken, perfectly imperfect, beautiful in my flaws. All together I am a beautiful disaster."

“Stop trying to 'fix' yourself; you're NOT broken! You are perfectly imperfect and powerful beyond measure.” ― Steve Maraboli, Unapologetically You: Reflections on Life and the Human Experience 

Don't try to change for others, change to please yourself. You are unique, one of a kind, and just like the quote says, you're perfectly imperfect. Embrace it. :D

Crazy and Insanely Fun, Totally Random,

Iris.

xoxoxo

Confessions of A Broken Heart

So this is something I wrote for all the girls who can't express what they want to say to that guy who broke your heart.

Dear XOXO,

Heh, you must want to know why you're reading this.Well this letter is my cowardly way of expressing everything I wanted to say,all the feelings that I kept hidden, and all the pain you've caused me.

I loved you. I fell so hard for you, your kindness,your gentle touches, your sweet words, but all I was to you was mild entertainment. Every second, minute, every hour I thought of you, and I wondered were you thinking of me? I guess not. I asked you if you feel the same about me, and in your hesitation I found my answer. My heart bled for that realization, my soul was crushed, my mind in chaos.

Was I wrong to want what normal girls wanted? A cute cheesy love, where you'd be my prince charming, let me steal your hoodies,where you'd hug me from behind, kiss my forehead. A pure innocent love. But what I got was the opposite, not love, but heart wrenching pain. Would you still be smiling if you were in my situation, if you knew my agony? That’s what I get for dreaming the impossible, because I'm not a princess and you're not my prince, this isn't a fairytale, this is reality. I was a dreamer before you came and dropped me into reality.

I wonder if you find this humorous, a girl pining for a love she can't have. But then again what would you know, you're a boy and you don't know what girls go through when she’s in love with you. You can have a grand old time with anyone else, there are plenty of girls you can date. But to us girls you're the only one beneath the moon above who we've taken the risk to love.

So I must ask why? Was it fun to toy with my heart? Was I not good enough? Was I just I notch I your belt? But heh, I’ll never know will I?

But I’ll smile, and laugh. I stand on my own two feet, ill push on and be the best I can, for myself. Why? Because if I’m not worth your time, then you never deserved my affection. And one day I'll find my prince, and I'll look back and truly say you didn't deserve my love, and you lost a gem while playing with stones.

Crazy and Insanely Fun, Totally Random,

Iris.

xoxoxo